Saya Ikhlas..tapi...

Location: Dataran Maybank,Bangsar
Time : 12.30pm

Tengah panas dang!dang! ni.....adela sorang pakcik ni, dah tua, buta & kaki tempang nak melintas jalan..maybe die sakit, nampak macam tak larat sangat, mcm nak pengsan..takda orang pun nak tolong..kesiannya..dengan baik hati pegila tolong..

"Pakcik nak melintas jalan, saya tolong ya.."
Pakcik : aah, pakcik nak pegi hospital..pakcik sakit
"pakcik tunggu sekejap ya..saya tahankan taxi..

Tinggalkan pakcik tu sekejap n pegi tahan taxi...tengah jalan nak tahan taxi tiba-tiba ade suara

" ish, jagalah ayah tu elok-elok!"

Dush!kurang ajar..tak tau cerita tiba-tiba nak menyampuk, but still..jawab dengan baik hati

"takde bang..saya nak tolong tahankan taxi untuk pakcik tu, die nak pg hospital..."

"oooo..mnta maaf ya"

"Nasib baik mnta maaf!dahla xmau tolong, die marah kita pulak, bagi penampar kak limah
baru tau"

Dah tahan kan taxi, bagi pakcik tu naik taxi, bayarkan tambang ke HKL kat driver, RM10 cukup kot..driver taxi pun mengangguk je.. Tiba-tiba pakcik tu ckp

Pakcik: Nak makan mcmana?

"Haaa..ok, pakcik ambik RM10 ni buat makan ya"

Pakcik: Mana cukup...

" Alamak..pakcik, saya pun tak ambik duit lagi..pakcik jaga diri elok2 ya!"

Tiba-tiba aku jadi marah & rasa tak ikhlas...patutke rasa mcm tak ikhlas kalau dah kena mcm ni..

hmmmm!

oh gosh....

Oh, talk to me, can't you see
I'll help you work things out
Oh, don't wanna be your enemy
And I don't want to scream and shout..

Baby, I believe in honesty
And then be strong and true.
I shouldn't have to say now, baby,
That I believe in you..

What took U so long..Yes,U..
I've been waiting for too long..
Just be honest to me..
What take U so long................................

EXAM MODE: ON

Monday, Thursday and Friday, yes..next week is my exam week and i haven't started my revision yet..since i'm too busy with work, classes, assignment and stuff!its not tension anymore..it creates pressure+tense+moody to myself sampai demam2 dibuatnya.2 weeks demam+batuk+flu..yeah..feeling so sick.I just cant help it..too much work to do.If working and studying will make u day busy, try working and do a master program!it will make u craaaazy!yup!the study-load is triple of what u have done during degree program.Now, i'm waiting for my independent day!!!!!hoooo yeahh!cant wait yo!

Tak sabar nk release tension, short holiday perhaps..where to?hmmm..plan dah ade..somewhere near and of course..FUN place!jeng jeng jeng!:)

Magnificient waterfalls...anything like this in M'sia?

Juggling work & study?

It's working day and its nearly 11 p.m.

I have just got home from night class. Like any study night, classes ended at 9.30 or 10 p.m., but it has taken me about half and hour to fourty minutes to reach home, if i had dinner outside I'll reach home by 12pm! By the time I get settled for bed, I'm going to be completely exhausted.

After 8 long working hours, 4 times per week and 25 km journey with the bloody traffic jammed for 2 and a half yrs!anybody interested?yes!me!:)

People always say to me, "Why do you make life so difficult for yourself? How did you manage your time, between work and study?Is working does not make u busy enough?Why don't you study full time rather than juggling things upside down?

Gosh!

There are too many things i want to achieve in this life, why cant they just understand?To many, that ought to be enough, especially for a woman. A woman should not aim too high, they say, otherwise she might end up on the shelves. Even my mum says that, too.

However, I beg to differ. Times have changed, and I ought to think more realistically.

People always ask, what is your ambition?Yeah..i've changed my ambition like hundred times since the 1st ambition was i want to be a doctor!..haha!everyone does right? But right now, i just not sure what i want to be but i know this study is worth it!it is and always will be..in future..my future!

Furthermore, a basic degree cannot take you anywhere. Now, it is just the starting point, and you will have to continue building up from there to keep up with the times and stay relevant. But it is tough, because it means that after spending about 2 decades in basic education and getting that prized degree, you will still have to continue learning throughout your work life.

Yeah..its tough!

But for those who are determined to beat the odds, what they gain in the end will be well worth every sacrifice and effort along the way.

10 Muharram,Hari Asyura

Hari ini 10 Muharam dlm kalendar Islam merupakan Hari Asyura, mmg digalakkan untuk berpuasa sunat. Tapi sejak duduk sendiri ni dah x berapa ingat hari2 mcm ni, dulu slalu abah ingatkn.Mengikut masyarakat Islam, hari Asyura telah menyaksikan banyak sejarah besar dan keajaiban berlaku ke atas para nabi. Disebabkan itu, masyarakat Islam menghormati hari tersebut seperti juga yang diamalkan oleh Muhammad s.a.w.

Antara 14 Perkara Yang Sunat Dilakukan Pada Hari Asyura :
(10 Muharram, bersamaan Khamis,16 December 2010)

1. Melapangkan masa / belanja anak , suami & isteri2
fadhilat - Allah akan melapangkan hidupnya pada tahun ini.

2. Memuliakan fakir miskin
fadhilat - Allah akan melapangkannya dalam kubur nanti.

3. Menahan marah
fadhilat - Di akhirat nanti Allah akan memasukkannya ke dalam golongan yang ridha.

4. Menunjukkan orang sesat
fadhilat - Allah akan memenuhkan cahaya iman dalam hatinya.

5. Menyapu / mengusap kepala anak yatim
fadhilat - Allah akan mengurniakan sepohon pokok di syurga bagi tiap-tiap rambut yang di sapunya.

6. Bersedekah
fadhilat - Allah akan menjauhkannya daripada neraka sekadar jauh seekor gagak terbang tak berhenti-henti dari kecil sehingga ia mati. Diberi pahala seperti bersedekah kepada semua fakir miskin di dunia ini.

7. Memelihara kehormatan diri
fadhilat - Allah akan mengurniakan hidupnya sentiasa diterangi cahaya keimanan.

8. Mandi Sunat
fadhilat - Tidak sakit (sakit berat)pada tahun itu
lafaz niat : 'Sahaja aku mandi sunat hari Asyura kerana Allah Taala'

9. Bercelak
fadhilat - tidak akan sakit mata pada tahun itu.

10. Membaca Qulhuwallah hingga akhir seribu kali
fadhilat - Allah akan memandanginya dengan pandangan rahmah diakhirat nanti.

11. Sembahyang sunat empat rakaat
fadhilat - Allah akan mengampunkan dosanya walau telah berlarutan selama 50 tahun melakukannya.
lafaz niat : 'Sahaja aku sembahyang sunat hari Asyura empat rakaat kerana Allah Taala'
Pada rakaat pertama dan kedua selepas fatihah di baca Qulhuwallah sebelas kali.

12. Membaca
'hasbiyallahhu wani'mal wakil wa ni'mal maula wa ni'mannasiiru'
fadhilat - Tidak mati pada tahun ini .

13. Menjamu orang berbuka puasa
fadhilat - Diberi pahala seperti memberi sekalian orang Islam berbuka puasa.

14. Puasa
Niat - 'Sahaja aku berpuasa esok hari sunat hari Asyura kerana Allah Taala'
fadhilat - Diberi pahala seribu kali Haji, seribu kali umrah dan seribu kali syahid dan diharamkannya daripada neraka.

Typewriter???

Me : Hi, where could i get Form JK69?

Public servant : U can get at PNB, Jalan Chan Sow Lin, u have to fill in using typewriter and must send to us at MITI.

Me : What?typewriter?where should i get typewriter, even my dad don't have one!

Public Servant : Kita memang tak terima kalau cik guna pen, mesti guna typewriter...

Haihs...Itula dialog aku when i called MITI this morning.Actually, my boss ask me to help him get permit for his helmet. Tulah..beli helmet pun kat overseas, kan dh kena mintak permit la kejadah bagai.Yang kene buat aku la..demm!Bukan helmet cap ayam,Harley Davidson tuu..huhu!Beli je lah kat M'sia ni ...beli kt oversea mmgla murah tp hah kene tax,Kastam tahan lg, nk mintak permit lg..mcm2 ada..

Yang aku geram tu kenapa la pejabat2 gomen ni still buat form2 yang kene isi guna typewriter tu?with many options of technologies yang dah ada skrg ni..why still use typewriter?Are they still using it in court?ish..mcm tak logik pun ada!Geramnye..mana pulak aku nk cari typewriter?takkan nak cari kt bawah pokok dkt court kot..dah mcm cite P Ramlee la plak..

Kadang2 aku rase benda2 mcm ni boleh je dipermudahkan tp dgn prosedure yang panjang lebor tah apa2 ni..menyebabkan ramai org malas nk berurusan dgn pejabat2 gomen ni, dgn staff nye yang kadang2 alahai..xperamah langsung..

arghhhh!typewriter oh typewriter!help me.....

Interesting facts about liver

Love your liver!

Berbaju kurung di hari jumaat

Tense!Pagi tadi bangun lambat n x sempat nk iron baju, so capai je baju kurung ni.Dah lama benor aku x pakai baju kurung, hrni mcm ayu sket la...ngeh ngeh ngeh!berbaju kurung biru....hahha!err..mcm ade je lagu baju kurung mcm tu.

cop!harini aku pakai baju kurung cotton color biru:) Aku tengok skrg ni tengah musim baju kurung kain cotton,lawa2 jugak, haritu pg Jakel..macam2 kain cotton ade, dari yg murah RM10 ke mahal beratus ratus, semua ade..tapi aku bukan stok pakai baju kurung, so x berminat nak beli la..if keje gomen lain laa, banyakla koleksi gamaknye...tapi akak buat baju kurung masa raya je..haha!Lagi satu baju kurung cotton ni pun banyak yang jual siap..yang biasa aku tgk 59.90 je sepasang!bolehla..dpd nk pg cari kain n tempah lagi..tolaktambahdarabbagi sama je cost nye..kan!

Selain baju kurung biasa, baju kurung pahang pun dh jd trend skrg, bolehla mempelbagaikan fesyen baju kurung kan, kalau asyik yg biasa tu boring laa..kan!

Lagi satu aku suke tengok Ana Rafali,always pakai baju kurung je bila perform,sweet je..tp entah2 itu utk identity je kot..tp xpela..at least die promote jgak ke'sweeta'an baju melayu tu..:)

Anyway..hari ni Jumaat, so saya manis berbaju kurung..:)(ayat perasan..meluat je ek)

Awesome Pics...

Dare to pass by?

its not a shower..

Beautiful rainbow

Magnificient!

Niagra falls at night

Never swim alone

Awesome!

Low cloud over a volcano

A dandelion covered with dew

Im speechless...wonderful pics make my day!:)